Today another girl was there so it wasn't as bad as it was before. But its weird. And unfortunately im aware of him completely, and i dont want to feel like that but i do. Its making me sad more than anythinh else and its terrible. It must be that obvious because a woman came up to me who i never talk to and asked me if i was ok. She was so sweet and said that i could talk to her anytime. She said it again in front of my boss whic was surprising.