friday.

it was a great day and i got a lot of things accomplished which always makes me happy. usually, i know what i'll be doing for the day but i do know that sometimes things just come up and they have to be taken care of first.

i will admit, i'm curious as to why he left so early. he came in after me but left about an hour earlier than i did. i didn't see him at lunch, going to assume that he did have a lot of work to do and would probably leave early since he had no break. in any case, it was kinda shocking and more that he didn't even say goodbye to anyone. he always says good night to those around him but i think he was in a rush just to leave to be honest. he didn't talk to me the whole day, but that wasn't personal or surprising. we don't talk every day, as our job descriptions don't require us to anyways. when we did have the chance to talk, we didn't. i never initiate conversation of course and probably will not. (to keep myself from catching more feelings.)

back to good, positive stuff:

i finally got to talk to my teammates about my whole no-official-position deal and i am confident that my higher up will help me concerning this. she made it clear that it was her first priority when she returns back to work on Tuesday and also she told straight up that I've been doing an amazing job - in general. she told me that i was prolific when it came to coming up with content and being consistent. even though it was totally unnecessary for her to praise me, i truly appreciated it. so she was really awesome by asking me what it is what i wanted for my position title but was also completely honest and realistic by indicating that she may not get answers soon or directly to me. and i understood that and i appreciated her telling me the truth.  my other coworker, who happened to be in the same position as i was about a year ago, was also super helpful by telling me what it was that he went through and how the process was for him. he also was the one who told me to ask my higher up for help which was key. he's so helpful when it comes to things.