Night thoughts.

I see on instagram frequently that men want a woman who doesn't sleep around, smart, hard working, not a gold digger. I know this isn't a bad list; i know i have those qualities but i also know that i am not physically what they want. It's hard to feel good about myself when society has impossible standards. I know God has someone for me, someone great but i still feel the very real unrealistic expectations of a good, loyal woman.