update.

its been about a week and half since ive talked to him. a part of me worries that if i keep avoiding him or just not saying hi it. could be potentially harmful career wise. a larger part of me says who the fuck cares? because we dont even work together on anything, nothing, not even to pass messages. because maybe he feels the same way as i do (theres no point in talking to me). also, if he felt weird about it he could say hi too. im not obligated to give any conversation to anyone to be honest. 

i remember months ago, when i first started, he would come by my desk and jokingly say "what? you don't say hi to me anymore?" i never knew what that meant. if he thought that i should initate conversations with him more, but thats not in my character and im not interested in going beyond what i have to do for someone irrelevant like him