dressing.

i go back and forth on the kind of clothing or "style" i want in my life.

i used to wear sweatpants to work -- especially if they were cute but i stopped. i work in a office so i can't. now i wear cute loungpants that are similar to sweatpants on the weekends. i don't even care about what i wear on the weekends, it's almost pathetic. i just want to be comfortable and cute. whatever keeps my stomach from looking like flab makes me happy. i've been buying victoria secret apparel lately, which are not work appropriate but who gives a shit? i feel cute. i feel happy. and i'll continue to do so as long as i'm feeling like this. i have no reason to buy really nice casual clothes (jeans, silk or expensive material shirts) or any shit like that because i already do that for the weekdays.

i just want to be comfortable but not nasty like to others. and i refuse to embarrass myself.