i remember a couple of months ago telling myself that i wish i had a crush so i could have something within the male/romance/love/dating whatever fucking thing it can be called, realm. i remember thinking how pathetic i was that i didn't have anybody after me or me after anyone or anything. literally anything for months. i don't count getting hit on.
but now that i have a crush, i'm just dealing with it. i was sad, mad, angry, confused, nervous, pitiful, embarrassed, humiliated, rushing, hoping, unworthy, disappointed and so many other emotions that i haven't experienced for a long time.
i am just dealing with it and understanding the statement "be careful what you wish for because you just might get it."
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