he talked to me today.

i am so surprised, he actually talked to me today and all on his own. i didn't say anything to him, and he was the one who initiated conversation. twice.

at first it was in the morning i was simply going to say hello as i did yesterday and instead he said it to me first with a smile. i was so surprised. he was so willing. i don't know what to make of it to be honest.

then it was when i was leaving. i had said goodbye to everyone minus him simply because he was too far and i didn't want to waste any more time there. he was still at the computer but i saw him reach for his book bag. then as i left to wait for the elevator, he caught up to me ; he was waiting there as well for the elevator. i smiled at him and he said "me leaving with you means i'm leaving early today." and i simply replied jokingly that i must be leaving late --- since he always leaves 10 minutes after me.

and in the elevator he said my name and walked out as a goodbye. so so so surprised. i will say, my heart fluttered. i didn't intend it to, but it did. i don't know how this change came, i don't know what it means i have no idea anymore. but i really didn't expect any of that. i don't know what any of this means, and i'm only praying to God that he takes care of it because he is the one who knows.

he talked to me, and smiled at me. i only did that for one day. i am so confused.

to be fair, a lot of people talked to me and it's surprising.