Friday, April 22, 2016

what happened this week?

so basically me and him have talked more and more but not because we're friends or anything like that - its because of the changes that are taking place right now. 

i got my spot changed and for some unknown reason he really wanted to switch with me, and offered me money for it. i was plainly shocked that anyone would offer me money for something like that. 

my spot is pretty secluded with more privacy than anyone else - something that others really wanted. i wasn't happy at first but once everyone talked about how much they wanted it and tried to trick me into giving it up - i saw how cool it was. 

so obviously he was into it as well and literally offered me money right off the bat once he had the chance to ask. i thought he was joking but he was insistening and then i told him that its not 100% sure. 

i also told him that i wasnt that mean to take his money, i would be literally robbing him if i took it not knowing what the outcome would be. 

i also made it clear without saying it directly, that it wasn't my choice or my place to make decisions about the moving. i was being forced to move therefore i have no say in what happens-- so i cant take the money and guarantee it. 

i dont know if he understood that - that it wasnt my place. and all during this truly weird conversation i let him know that he's been longer there than me and has more authority-- if anyone could make a request it would be him. not me. im young and ive only been there a year, and im being forced to go- unlike him. 

i think he listened to me at that point and told me that he would consider talking to the higher ups about this so he could switch to my new place or my old place.

he tried so hard and it just didnt make sense to me. he said that either the new person or me should be sitting in my spot and not him. i didnt want to argue with him, i understood where he was coming from but i didnt want his seat for sure lmao.

i only told him: 

its out of my control
i dont get to choose this
if you want a new place you can ask
i will not be taking money from anyone 


so weird. 


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