revelation.

im thanking God because i realize that he revealed to me that he has a gf. at first i wasnt sure but God does things at his pace. 

He knew that i wouldnt be able to handle that info & the fact that his gf is here too if he had let me know that wayyyy before. 

God is so good. he knows when im ready to handle it - and accept it. and do the right thing. 

when i first found out i was devasted-- completely.  but now because God revealed that to me, im able to look at him differently. 

i thought of him as pathetic, lonely, strange and most of all - just sad. but now i know he's happily taken with someone whose on his level (no offene). its easier to deal with. 

but with that knowledge also comes the realization that his gf probably doesnt like me but its not a big deal. 

I am thanking my Lord for being so good to me and for the Holy Spirit in gently givng me this information and comforting me.